Monday, March 1, 2010

..nail biting time..

After some appointment rearranging and rescheduling, I managed to squeeze into a slot this afternoon with my surgeon, my original appt on Thursday I had to cancel because I am away this weekend. I am so nervous because I want my fill soooo badly, it's been 6 weeks since surgery. (well tomorrow is 6 weeks) I have lost 5-6 lb since my last appt, so I'm wondering if he is going to deny me again!!?? Although, I have hit a plateau, and haven't lost anything in several days. So do I tell him the truth, that I notice that when I eat solids I don't lose, so I have been eating a lot of liquids and mushies..? Do I beg? Do I try to come up with a way to flourish the truth a bit to make him see how I need this!! I am flying this weekend and I am not going to have access to my normal routine foodwise. Some restriction would be perfect! I am packing some major things I need for the daytime..protein shakes, protein bars, but thats about it.

Dear Dr. Please give me a fill?? Pretty Please with sugar on top...*big smile* How can you say no to this face..?

7 comments:

  1. Look, you're doing a great job with this but I don't think it's fair for him to deny you a fill just because you've been losing. Let him know it's been a really tough effort on your part, that you haven't allowed yourself to go back to full solids because you seem to gain when you do. I think that should give him what he needs to give you a fill. And if all else fails, beg.

    Fingers are crossed for you!

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  2. I agree with Kristin. I think that what you have been doing on your own is awesome, but that said, its gotta suck to be on mushies! I would be totally honest, I think if it were me it might discourage me to not get a fill. I realize we can't rely fully on the band but you did get it for a reason! Just my two cents.

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  3. If you eat solids and don't lose, then that means you NEED a fill, right?? Tell him that if he tries to deny you again..

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  4. I agree with all above.. My dr. asks what I can eat and how have I been losing. I count calories right now so need a fill. Hope he does a fill... Crazy if he doesnt because why else would you have gotten the band.. SOunds crazy... I am crossing all fingers and toes for you girl..

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  5. Hi! I just started reading your blog and look forward to following you on your journey. I am being banded on 3/24 and I am so excited. I have started to blog about my journey and can use all the help and support there is so I would love for you to drop by and say hello!

    You are doing so good and I pray that I follow in your footsteps. I will keep my fingers crossed on the fill front!

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  6. I agree with all the above...you have probably had the fill now...

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  7. Wow, that really sucks about the fill. Sometimes docs really think they know what we need when they have no freakin clue. I hate that. Just cuz they're doctors doesn't mean they know what I need better than I do. Ya know? Well, I hope it goes/went OK for you.

    PS~very cute blonde beagle. is it yours?

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